Day 1

Ok, so I just spent about an hour trying to figure out what to write in my Profile Introduction. Does that mean I don't really know who I am? That I'm lost, in ways? That I'm trying to find an outlet for my confusion, that I secretly seek an answer to who I am and what I believe in?

No.

Honestly, I think it just indicates that there are things about me that are perpetually altering, parts of me that I will never be able to understand fully, due blatantly to the fact that I will never be me. I'll always be some rendition of the me I know in this instant, because, in every instant, I will change in some way, whether huge or microscopic, so that I'll never be really able to put myself down on paper.

Now, before I rush into the metaphysical side of my little rant above, let's change the subject. Today is Day 1, as is so eloquently pointed out by this utterly creative title that I have placed upon this post. What is the meaning of this blog? I'm not sure. Maybe I am using it as an outlet. Maybe it's my thought toilet, where I can bend over and hack up the word vomit that regurgitates now and then, while my few readers hold my hair back and pound on my back. Maybe I secretly want to gain some sort of recognition in the world of blogging, some sort of following for my incredibly inflated level of narcissism (okay, maybe not quite that). Either way, it's a place where I can put my mind, a sort of comfort couch, or like one of those things they have at the zoo where you put a quarter in and it vibrates your feet for 2 minutes. But, you know, for my mind.

Hopefully I can keep this up. I'd like to be able to consistently update, though I hold no promises-when it comes to things like this, I do lose interest pretty rapidly, and I end up flaking out before the month is up. But I'll try, so bear with me.

So I guess that's about all I really need to say right now. Please don't be offended by anything I post (or you know, just don't let it sit in your mind and bother you because honestly, I'm one person, and if you care so much about my opinions that it actually hurts you, then really, you shouldn't be following my blog.), and I am always open to comments and input. Input is good. Input helps me grow.

Oh, and one last thing: Hello Blog! It's nice to meet you. I hope you're excited for this journey.